So here goes........
Some days I just feel filled to the brim. Well, most days, anyway.
Sometimes it is sorrow, pain, hurt, worry, fear, longing, desperation.
Other days, I discover myself filled with joy, peace, dreams, hope, love, excitement.
It is a juggling act, a merry-go-round, a circle that seems to never stop in one place, always moving and flowing from one emotion to the next.
Or is that just me?
Life holds so many bittersweet moments.
I think of that most at an airport. If you just take a moment to look around you, you will see laughter and then tears. You gaze at loneliness and then elation. You take in boredom and then busyness. You see running to make the flight, and leisurely strolls during long layovers. There is something cool about that "in between place." One is neither HERE or THERE.
But I think most of life is like that but we only embrace it in the "airport" moments of our days.
I am full....full of living. Even in the scary times, the hard times, the aching moments where......I just don't know.
I want to live my life to the full, to the brim.
Can I do it?
Jesus, help me.....